thomasonfire

Losing You

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 00:00:12 GMT

Voice 2= (.....)

if what you need is time alone,
why dont you say so
and if what you need is company,
ill be there so you can see
just how much i wanna be

by your side,
don't ever wanna see you cry
dont have no fear;hold back the tears
you know cryin's not worth nothing
if im, losin you
and livins not worth dyin if its without you
i need you

missin the days where i get
lost in your eyes(fall for you)
love hypnotised(fall for you)
and think about forever
dream about together(with you)
ohh i just wanna be

by your side
i dont ever wanna see you cry
dont have no fear;hold back the tears
you know cryin's not worth nothing
AND livins not worth dyin if its
with out you(with out youu)
no cryins not worth nothing
if im losin, you...
{simultaneously}
(if im losin, you...)

"im losin you" {again simultaneously}

Realization is a funny part of life.

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 02:37:44 GMT

i took one step forward
two steps back
finally realise im not on track
no, not where its at.....

i keep fallin down
but i get back up
som times we get tired
but its never enough
no we need to keep goin
need to keep it up
cause livin aint nothing
if you aint livin it up...

lost train of thought...

Just Here To Hold Your Hand So People Think Your In a Commitment

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 03:21:09 GMT

it cant be healthy
how much your in my head
its so frustratinn,
im suffocatin, suffocatin.

it cant be good
how i blow off my friends
for you i do
i'm your "own"
i'm alone, im alone

it cant be healthy
how much your in my head
its so frustratinn,
im suffocatin, suffocatin

you may be blind to the fact
that im not happy
im only around so you can say
that you got me
but im just your backdoor man
just here to hold your hand

it cant be healthy
how much your in my head
its so frustratinn,
im suffocatin, suffocatin

dont show me off
dont hold me down
im trapped inside this place
where everything is fake
cant take reality
cant face reality
there is no reality
just your backdoor man
just here to hold your hand

it cant be healthy
how much your in my head
its so frustratinn,
im suffocatin, suffocatin
i'm....suffocatinn

Love At First Sight And Second Glance Shattered Dreams

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 03:52:14 GMT

oh i look at your face
your beauty is your grace
i do turn for a second
and get stabbed in the back

oh its love at first sight and second glance shattered dreams
oh its love at first sight but its not all it seems
you want love at first sight but you
oh you
don't know how love is

temptations and wants
needs and urges
to be with or without
but without a doubt
your love will run out
you promise you pomise
promises are never kept

oh its love at first sight and second glance shattered dreams
oh its love at first sight but its not all it seems
you want love at first sight but you
oh you
don't know how love is

dont get caught up in the rush
held down by the pressure
follow your heart
to what it wants
and follow your mind to
what is right

oh its love at first sight and second glance shattered dreams
oh its love at first sight but its not all it seems
you want love at first sight but you
oh you
don't know how love is
oh what love is
what love does, oh.

Poem- Apifany

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 21:11:51 GMT

oh how were too young tobe in love
we love, yet we cannot be in love
not untill we've learned our lessons
grown in body and mind
good and bad experiences
through your fun and the mistakes you make while having fun
getting drunk with your friends maybe kissing a few girls
not til you know YOURSELF as a whole
can you truly get to know someone close enough to be IN LOVE
dont think you've fallen, you have merely tripped
the opposite sex is just a magnet with genitals and hormones
dont get too close cause what you think is true love
is true infatuation and lust
so as the moon reflects from the sun
it is only stealing the suns ability to shine
dont be the moon
be the sun
dont steal someones innocence
only cause your a sex driven teenage junky
have a big heart
and shine brighter than ever
i love you
but i cant yet be IN LOVE with you
i love you.

I'd Have To Say I Judge Books By Their Cover

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 03:17:00 GMT

i hoped to run into you
oh its what i meant to do
and if chasing you is all i got
then i'll run forever to get what i have not

what was a cheap thrill
oh your looks to kill
your metaphoric poetry
transforms to your insanity

oh if love has no boundries
where did these walls comes from

the lies begin
the lies dig in
"he's no good"
"you can do better"
don't fall from the pressure,
don't fall from the pressure

don't hold me back from love
can't hold me back,
don't hold me back from you
can"t hold me back,
ohhh if love is no game,
why is there so many players?

and if love knows no limits
who thought to pin us down

the lies begin
the lies dig in
"he's no good"
and "you can do better"
don't fall from the pressure,
don't fall from the pressure.

Poem- If only I Had A Voodoo Doll

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 03:42:03 GMT

there is a tree
in the front yard
you used to climb when you were young
but in the fall
you noticed all
oh the leaves would fall
the branches turn jagged
the only way down is to jump and break
or slide your way down
catching splinters and scrapes
atleast it will hide your ugly face
what happened to the innocent child?
now your just filled with regrets
satan keeps your debts
into hell you will fall
oh you will fall

now the snow falls in the winter
starts to freeze your splinters
now infected and sswollen
oh somehow your emotion
takes over takes over
and you see what you have done
the evil you've become
you hell; have finally frozen over
you can't wait for october

so spring comes about
but you forget all about
the splinters in your leg
you take a step
and you laugh out the pain
cause now your going insane
you control your feelings
no desire for healing
the ugly scars on your already ugly face
you dont even realise your the discrgrace
in this town
you dont belong

but summer comes along
and your burning from the sun
the blisters cook the splinters
from about a year ago
ha oh how it burns
you fell asleep in the sun
you try to run, but you seem to forget
that you are hell itself
no escape from the burning
no escape from your actions
you are hell and here comes fall
you can't climb the tree cause
the friction lit it up
into flames and into ash

now theres a stump
in the front yard
where your tree used to be
you climbed it as a child
but now is just a seat
go sit down cause you have nothing,
no one else to sympathize for you
your sorry ass.
start pciking the splinters
from about a year ago

Don't tear up, theres Always Reason to Cheer Up

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 04:16:45 GMT

Life deals us all an awful hand.
Too much pressure and too much pain.
Continuously riding up our a$$es.
Driving us all insane.

It gets tough to hang on.
You often feel like letting go.
You dont give a damn about the future,
And all the more tortures it holds.

But if you think about it a little,
Life also makes the pain worth living it.
So instead of cursing at life,
I hope you can try forgiving it.

With every sunset,
Comes a sunrise.
A new ray of hope,
Pleasing to the eyes.

You can only truly appreciate happiness,
By feeling some sadness and pain.
Therefore you should live life
With your mind with an open frame.

It's never going to be easy.
It's never going to go the way you like.
But that shouldn't stop you.
Give the bad times a little more fight.

Coz when its all over,
You can claim your gift.
I gurantee whatever it is,
It'll give your spirit a lift.

Everyone wants the same thing.
They all want to live the good life.
With all the joy and happiness you'll ever want.
Isn't that worth a little sacrifice?

Feelings So True

Thu, 28 May 2009 03:43:54 GMT

lets not forget how your voice sounds
weighed down by words so
ahh you just found out
yeah how i do that
well its not too hard
i just take your heart
oh, and rip it apart...

This Is A Metaphoric Maskarade Ball, Not Our Reality...

Fri, 22 May 2009 02:39:04 GMT

throw away the people and throw away the face
i see you hiding under your disgrace
break out from the nervous shell
break out of your viscious hell
you throw the flames higher
to fufill that urge, that desire
so throw away the people and throw away the face
cause there is nothing to hide in this place

how is it you speak the words but they don't contain the meaning you felt
cause you took the extra breath
to squeeze out the heart-felt utter
the pathetic crack of speech
how is it you speak the words but they don't contain the meaning you felt

when i stand in front of you the words are hard to say
but they pour right out the second you've gone away
so i right them down so that one day
i can tell you, oh how i feel this way..

Not Just Anyone, The Guy You Left Me For

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 00:13:45 GMT

that thing across the street
can see your heart beat
out of your chest and into your hands
it wants you to see what you did to that man
now make a fist and squeeze it real tight
and you'll know how it feels to be broken inside

do you regret or are you proud
how you let something so good down
you saw it falling, falling for time
but you had no care
you just threw it away

into the dark and into the night
he tries so hard to put up a fight
a fight for your love a fight for your pressence
he just won't forget your essence

now this isn't anger and this isn't rage
but these feelings have been trapped in this cage
feelings of hurt, feelings of loss
you make this love just another toss

lost my train of thought,,,,,comment still and chrys. help out. your good at this :p

She

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 23:07:12 GMT

you try to remember the words but somehow forget
how you won her before, and how your heart was set
on making her happy, making her smile
she hangs up and won't call back for a while

you try but you just can't think
all your thoughts start to sink
into the never ending whole, that is
and oh you start to miss

the girl that slipped away

that was the start
she stole your heart
oh, and ran away
and you remember the day
the girl slipped away

oh how you miss that smile
and oh how you miss that kiss
you miss the feeling on your finger tips

when you touch her skin
and it hits the heart
when he's in first and you in last
and oh you just lost
you let the girl slip away

it was the start
she stole your heart
and oh, she ran away
yeah you still remember the day
your girl slipped away
oh she slipped away